Friday, December 25, 2015

Merry Christmas

So grateful Jesus walked this earth just like us & always goes before everyone of our battles.

Merry Christmas everyone. I know God is able and I truly do believe His promises but I'm in awe sometimes of the extra little things God does for us. As you all may know Travis had surgery exactly two weeks ago. I had trust that God would take the reigns of this dilemma but little did I know that he would make things extra special. Travis has been so mobile and active lately and I was not  expecting that. His very close to crawling and is playing with big brother all the time. His scar looks so good too. I mean what more could I ask for. I'm grateful for a loving God who despite my many flaws, still follows through with all His promises. May this story bring you hope in your current circumstance. He is faithful people.


Thursday, December 10, 2015

Whom shall I fear?

The LORD is my light and my salvation-- whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life-- of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1


So the day is almost here. Travis surgery to release his tethered spinal cord is tomorrow morning. I've had several fears try and creep up in my head and negative thoughts but I'm constantly releasing them to God. There is no room for them and I ain't got time for that ;). We had our pre-op appointment about 3 weeks ago and the neurosurgeon explained everything to us. That being said, we're feeling very confident in the doctors, nurses, and staff placed on our journey. Also confident that God is able to do exceedingly above all we could ever ask. 

I share this because it feels comforting. My life and walk are NOT perfect obviously. I share in hopes that someone may also find comfort and strength in whatever they're facing. Somedays I don't feel like being thankful or grateful but then I'm reminded of all that I have. And how many situations I have avoided and the strength I feel, which I am certain is not my own. 

Why do I quote the bible? Because it reminds me of my strength in Him and encourages me. If there is a doubt in my mind, I know He has a perfect answer for me in the word. It also calls God into my circumstance, so that He can take control. 

So I ask for your support, love, hugs, prayers, encouragement, etc in order for us to continue on this journey :) Thanks for all the love because we truly feel it <3 

Monday, November 16, 2015

Attitude of Gratitude

 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

We've had an interesting few days. Been able to spend time with family that came to visit. Travis was scheduled for his MRI this past Thursday. It was tough since he couldn't eat after a certain time. Since he'd be sedated for it. 

Just this morning we got back from a follow up appointment for the results. I won't lie, I was nervous. I guess scared of what they might find and that things would be worse than the doctors expected. BUT I know God is in full control. The MRI did indeed confirm he has a tethered cord. So the Neurosurgeon recommended we follow through with the corrective surgery. 

So many different things have crossed my mind these last few months and I've learned one very important thing... That Jesus is our anchor. What I may think is good, God may have a better plan for us. I don't have to fully comprehend it but I do feel confident in that He wants the best for us. 

I know this post seems all over the place. I just feel such peace and grateful. I am grateful that my family has overall health, grateful for a home, food, my family, and a beautiful smart baby boy. I know sometimes we think "why me"? But things like this just happen, they aren't a punishment. We just live in a fallen world. God is always good though. 

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Growing in Faith

So where do I start. I've contemplated writing on this topic multiple times but always tell myself that it can wait. Partly because of fear and wondering if it is important at all. What Ive realized recently is that it is and I believe God has a purpose in this story. Through this experience I've come to know Jesus like never before. Another thing I learned is to trust in something far greater than my personal strength or of anyone else. I share this primarily to glorify how God has worked and continues to work in my life.

Exactly 5 months ago today I was in early stages of labor. It was an intense day filled with disappointment because I was progressing enough and wasn't far along enough in my labor to be admitted in to the hospital. Little did I know that I was about to face more confusion, pain, and disappointment. At exactly 5:21pm Travis was born. I felt such relief and happiness because this long grueling process of labor was over. He was perfect and we nursed for a bit. The nurses took him off to finish checking the typical baby stats.

Well about 30 mins after the pediatrician comes into the room. She begins to explain to me that my baby was born without a condition called imperforate anus, which meant he was born without an anal opening. I was in shock and then began to cry. All these thoughts began rushing into my head. She said I'm sorry and walked out. I was heartbroken and confused. I wondered what would happen to Travis. Would he survive? I questioned all these what ifs.

That night he was transferred to The Children's Hospital of the Kings Daughters, also known as CHKD. Its probably the best in the area and of that I am grateful. Well once he arrived they completed multiple scans, xrays, and tests. We later noticed he was also born with an extra finger on his right hand and a spinal x-ray found that he had a tethered spinal cord. We called every few hours to see how he was doing and the doctors always said he was doing well.

This entire time although we were tired and scared, we entered in fervent prayer. I was discharged the next day and the doctor informed us that the scans showed the corrective surgery for his anal opening was fairly simple. Praise God! That was the best news we had heard.

Well surgery followed through very successfully and Travis was doing well. Hes been pooping tons ever since haha. Doctors are so pleased with his continual growth and development. He is even above on some milestones. The genetic testing that came back was negative and so they were all happy about that as well. Now all we are awaiting is an MRI next month and we're believing for healing of his tethered spinal cord. We've been seeing a Neurologist who has been closely monitoring his development. We are all very hopeful. Other than that he is doing wonderful and super healthy.

Despite this difficult circumstance God has been so good and faithful to us. We ask that you pray for Travis and our family as we continue on this journey.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Boys Room

Bedroom

Boys Room

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Living Room