First.

That's the title of the song I've had on my heart this last day or so. Its sung by Lauren Daigle who is an awesome christian artist. She is a former American Idol contestant. Several of her songs have popped up on Pandora when I'm listening.

I find it so interesting how the Holy Spirit speaks to us. Sometimes through something we have come across over and over again but it isn't relevant until that particular moment. Like this song for example. How many times have I skipped it on Pandora in the past. Well the words really called out to me recently. It starts off first "before I bring my need I will bring my heart, before I lift my cares I will lift my arms". How good is that? It was such a good reminder to me. Especially as I'm really learning on how to grow my prayer life.

It is a reminder that although Matthew 7:7 says "Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you." We should remember to seek his face and worship him before anything. His presence alone can equip us with everything we need to face life's challenges. Its such a good song I recommend checking it out "First" by Lauren Daigle. 

It's probably safe to say she is one of my favorite artists now because another one of my songs from her is "Here's my Heart". 

10 Months New

Is exactly what I am. I'm definitely not the same person I was 10 months ago. I remember when I was pregnant with Travis and I would wonder how different I'd become. I always heard you change when you go from being a mother of 1 to a mother of 2. When you think you can't love your next child anymore your heart just grows. I guess that's a way to put it. 

In our circumstances I feel I did twice as much growing. These past 10 months have taught me way more than I expected. I thought I had grown patient but I had more to grow in that department. I've learned to have faith too. I was always a believer in God. With everything Travis has experienced and we as a family, made me grow even more faith. 

We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure. It enters the inner sanctuary behind the curtain,
where our forerunner, Jesus, has entered on our behalf. 

Hebrews 6:19-20

Travis had his follow up appointment with the geneticist today at CHKD. She's so sweet and knowledgeable. She was so happy to see us and said how much Travis had grown. That he was developing beautifully. She even held him and gave him little kisses. That is a total reminder of how faithful my God is. We are now able to see her yearly. Just to continue to make sure he's doing well. 

I feel a need to ask if you are reading this and hopelessness has taken over, you're experiencing something, or believing for something in particular. Message me so we can pray together. Esperanza1461@aol.com, on IG, or even Facebook! 

Hugs!!!